this is a story. it is still happening, it always is. i like to write about it, and you will find lots of writing. someday maybe i will tell the full story. but for now if you are interested you will have to piece things together with the resources and writings i have left behind. i try to archive everything to prevent loss, and if this website or other electronic means of access becomes unavailable, as long as i am alive i will try to provide ways of access. i remain contactable.